For some reason, my bff has been acting totally PO'd at me today. IT maybe because she can't go to Korea with the rest of the class, because she's going on a cruise to the bahamas. Big woop, she's still doing something amazing and foreign. I mean, I probably won't get to go either. My mother is super protective, and my father's equally doubtful. So she really shoud get over it. Also, I think she sometimes just does what she does to get attention. Becoming obsessed with foreign bands, seeing ghosts, having odd opinions and bodily functions (that sounds weird, i know, but she likes having her hands go numb). It all gives her tons of attention. And I honestly think that her whole deal is a total phony gig. But I would never tell her that because I want to stay friends with her. It's hard to make new friends, especially within such a small school. So hopefully she doesn't read this. But it does bug me, because she always points out my faults when she seems to believe she has none.
But on a lighter note, i've starting emailing my friend again. let's call him J.Lo. I'm happy, because he asked me if I was going out to the CYO dance. That means he wants to see me, right? Right.
I think that's it.
Oh yeah, I could probably talk more about the Korea trip. Every year my art teacher talks his students to Korea for 12 days during Spring break. It's an art trip, and we're pretty much foreign exchange students for an art school over there. Except wwe obviously go sightseeing, too. it sounds really cool, but knowing my parents they will say no. It costs $1000, but I know that I can atleast half of that. I hope they let me go! They're kind of protective. =(
That's all.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Update!
Omg, you'll never guess! SO okay, it's really no big deal, but for a lot of kids it is. These two kids at my school were caught holding hands! A girl and a boy are pretty much best friends, and they're boht pretty popular. They're kind of 'silly', the popular boys, so it wouldn't have been any type of big deal if they were also acting stupid. But they weren't. They were firmly holding hands and walking very seriously. And they kept on looking at each other and smiling. At when they let go, they frowned. It was soo cute and sweet!
The play's going good. There are some really funny people, so it's pretty fun to be there. Nothing big about my part, it's tiny.
Okay, so I guess that's it. Also, btw, my friend Kelly has another boy at her beck and call. This ah-nnoying boy who was sitting at our table all week (he's actually a pretty good friend of mine; he was just ah-noying because he was sitting there), he also really likes her and that was his reason! Odd, but really not. All boys go for the true blondes. I've actually noticed a pattern in that.
The play's going good. There are some really funny people, so it's pretty fun to be there. Nothing big about my part, it's tiny.
Okay, so I guess that's it. Also, btw, my friend Kelly has another boy at her beck and call. This ah-nnoying boy who was sitting at our table all week (he's actually a pretty good friend of mine; he was just ah-noying because he was sitting there), he also really likes her and that was his reason! Odd, but really not. All boys go for the true blondes. I've actually noticed a pattern in that.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Old!
Note: I wrote this, like a week ago, I just published it right now. It is not up-to-date.
Well, unfortunatly, I was unable to post a playlist which I reallllyyyy wanted to do. but I'll just ask a different friend of mine for help!
I'm in my school play, and it's kind of awkward for me because everyone else is atleast 3 years older than me. But luckily I'm only a fairy, nothing desperately important. My character is actually kind of disposable. So sad.
Okay, at lunch there's this boy who keeps sitting at our table. He's a nice boy, but we asked him why he was there, and all he said was "It's a secret!" We're kind of friends, me and the boy, but it's getting odd to have him there. usually we just sit and talk about randomy girl stuff that is important to us. He is kind of ruining that. And we also usually talk about boys. It's hard to say who you like when a boy himself is sitting there.
Another thing is that one of my bffs likes a total idiot/jerk, and unfortunatly she really likes him back. I'm worried about her, because some rumors are circulating about him. They say you can't trust rumors, but seeing as I got it from a witness, I think that's a fair rumor to believe.
I like this guy at school, but he always calls me this other girl's name. it's a joke because the other girl and I were new kids at the same time, and everyone told us we looked alike, so people got confused. Now everyone knows us, they just do it as a joke. Luckily, though, that doesn't narrow the boys down at all because almost all of them call me Lindsey. So hah.
I wonder when the first dance is. That's totally unrelated, but whatev.
I had this really good friend that doesn't go to my school, and there is a rumor going around that he's visiting. He's not, I checked.
That's it.
Well, unfortunatly, I was unable to post a playlist which I reallllyyyy wanted to do. but I'll just ask a different friend of mine for help!
I'm in my school play, and it's kind of awkward for me because everyone else is atleast 3 years older than me. But luckily I'm only a fairy, nothing desperately important. My character is actually kind of disposable. So sad.
Okay, at lunch there's this boy who keeps sitting at our table. He's a nice boy, but we asked him why he was there, and all he said was "It's a secret!" We're kind of friends, me and the boy, but it's getting odd to have him there. usually we just sit and talk about randomy girl stuff that is important to us. He is kind of ruining that. And we also usually talk about boys. It's hard to say who you like when a boy himself is sitting there.
Another thing is that one of my bffs likes a total idiot/jerk, and unfortunatly she really likes him back. I'm worried about her, because some rumors are circulating about him. They say you can't trust rumors, but seeing as I got it from a witness, I think that's a fair rumor to believe.
I like this guy at school, but he always calls me this other girl's name. it's a joke because the other girl and I were new kids at the same time, and everyone told us we looked alike, so people got confused. Now everyone knows us, they just do it as a joke. Luckily, though, that doesn't narrow the boys down at all because almost all of them call me Lindsey. So hah.
I wonder when the first dance is. That's totally unrelated, but whatev.
I had this really good friend that doesn't go to my school, and there is a rumor going around that he's visiting. He's not, I checked.
That's it.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Current State of the Me Union
Uggh. Sometimes my parents can be sooo close-minded.
Like last night, before dinner. My parents went nuts because I even suggested that owning a pair of Sevens would be cool. They went on and on about how I would never get a pair of $200 jeans, how it would be a waste of my money and time, and how frankly they'd feel bad if they themselves wore a pair of $200 jeans. Me, no so much. I've always had luxurious tastes, and owning pricey jeans would be right up my alley. I know they would never pay for me to have Sevens, so I don't even pretend that they would. But why are they allowed to control what I purchase with my money? hmm. I didn't expect them to agree with that idea, because honestly, that's just not them. And I know money's a little tight. Paying for private school is not easy. We weren't a ton richer when Nate and I went to free, public school, but I'm always have this sense that more unnecessary things were bought 3 years ago. SO I really didn't actually expect them to say yes, we'll buy you some unneeded jeans! to me, but I didn't expect them to go all moral on me, either. Hmm. Whatev. But that's not at the top of my foodchain of problems. There's this girl who really bugs me, but I can't get rid of her. She kind of got the impression that we were bffs last year, but I don't know how. I didn't invite her to sit with me at lunch, or go places, or sleep over, or really talk to her large amounts, either. But now she's attached herself to me like a leech, and unfortunatly, it's going to talk a lot more than salt to remove her. Life was perfect before she entered my lovely little clique-ish scene (my friends and I are not very clique-ish, but there's no denying that we are one), but now my serenity is shattered by her many needy, low-self-confidence randomness. She whines and worries about everything, and will never just leave it at that. Also, she asks me all these questions like, why are those boys talking to us? What does she mean by that? Random whinyness? Seriously. Last year, I just went with it, but now... Well, let's just say I'm a self admitted wannabee social climber. I am one of the shallowest people I've ever met, but at least I admit it. And part of my shallowness is my need to rise to the top. Already, my other friends are the perfect populars, and I know that we'd be the most popular people if That Girl wasn't dragging us down.
Like last night, before dinner. My parents went nuts because I even suggested that owning a pair of Sevens would be cool. They went on and on about how I would never get a pair of $200 jeans, how it would be a waste of my money and time, and how frankly they'd feel bad if they themselves wore a pair of $200 jeans. Me, no so much. I've always had luxurious tastes, and owning pricey jeans would be right up my alley. I know they would never pay for me to have Sevens, so I don't even pretend that they would. But why are they allowed to control what I purchase with my money? hmm. I didn't expect them to agree with that idea, because honestly, that's just not them. And I know money's a little tight. Paying for private school is not easy. We weren't a ton richer when Nate and I went to free, public school, but I'm always have this sense that more unnecessary things were bought 3 years ago. SO I really didn't actually expect them to say yes, we'll buy you some unneeded jeans! to me, but I didn't expect them to go all moral on me, either. Hmm. Whatev. But that's not at the top of my foodchain of problems. There's this girl who really bugs me, but I can't get rid of her. She kind of got the impression that we were bffs last year, but I don't know how. I didn't invite her to sit with me at lunch, or go places, or sleep over, or really talk to her large amounts, either. But now she's attached herself to me like a leech, and unfortunatly, it's going to talk a lot more than salt to remove her. Life was perfect before she entered my lovely little clique-ish scene (my friends and I are not very clique-ish, but there's no denying that we are one), but now my serenity is shattered by her many needy, low-self-confidence randomness. She whines and worries about everything, and will never just leave it at that. Also, she asks me all these questions like, why are those boys talking to us? What does she mean by that? Random whinyness? Seriously. Last year, I just went with it, but now... Well, let's just say I'm a self admitted wannabee social climber. I am one of the shallowest people I've ever met, but at least I admit it. And part of my shallowness is my need to rise to the top. Already, my other friends are the perfect populars, and I know that we'd be the most popular people if That Girl wasn't dragging us down.
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